Just to touch base on a old story that happened on easter morning in 2013, which was one of the worst days in my life. Many people remember that was the the day my depression started, and i actually tried suicide several times after. Most break ups with your partner arent something that should effect your life more than a short period of time. As time went on it tried to heal the pain, but she kept rubbing it in, and it got to a point where my close friends were hiding me, and cops were involved, so she couldnt directly see me, and I refused to see her. The main thing that got me depressed was the fact of a accident when we were being intimate (im not afraid to admit that here), and she ended up being pregnant, or so she said. I wouldnt mind having a kid of my own, but having my ex around me for the next 18 years for custody would be the worst thing i could imagine! In January I started to finally snap out of my funk almost a year after the crap went down, and at the end of the year I can finally clear my head! For shits and giggles I snooped onto her Facebook page just to see if shes even still alive since I havent heard about her in over 6 months, and I was knocked for a loop! She did have a kid, but it looks nothing like me, she didnt mention me on the pic of her daughter, she said corey! Corey was the asshole from the next town over that caused her problems, like she did with me. I'm glad in some ways she has someone else to fuck with, but in no way shape or form am I involved! This really is telling me that 2015 is looking to be a way better year than the last three! I hope everyone else has a great new year as well!
I really want to thanks my close personal friends :iconthe-railblazer: and :iconwolvesone: during all those rough times.